I don’t know, even though he does seem like he’s interested, I don’t know if I could ever be comfortable with myself, with him. This is my opposite-side-of-shallow side in full fruition.
I hate feeling like I’m not in people’s leagues, because I probably am in the bigger picture of things, yet I probably ruin things for myself by thinking like this, and maybe I haven’t changed as much as I thought I had.
I’m also back to being really paranoid about messaging the guy first, then worrying when they don’t reply, and it’s really annoying, and I haven’t missed this part at all. But my Mum told me that if you don’t show interest in them, don’t expect them to show interest in you.
Fuck my life. I’m so lame.
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edencarter said:
It’s almost like a fucking game these days
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